These are my original poems,song lyrics and short stories made and constructed by me. If you are a professional and would like to use my material, please feel free contact me. I hope you will enjoy them. the thoughts behind them all have specific purpose and others a line of thought from my imagination. Some have said i have lost "it" but I say " there's been no real attempt to find it "

Monday, February 27, 2012

pushing as far it will go

I'm daring to meet you
but I'm only gonna go half way
this time I'm pushing as far it will go
not losing control
never an option you see
as fast as i can, I'm gonna be free
free from the things that bind me
free to walk out that door
never gonna see you
no more

this time
I'm taking a higher road
one that will lead the way
trying to follow my destiny
whatever that may be
not gonna listen to you
anymore
not gonna run from you
not gonna hide my face
when i fall from grace

this time
I'm gonna run to him
gonna feel the warmth
gonna feel his embrace
you're gonna see
you're gonna see
me fly so high
higher than all the skies
look at me
I'm free
free, free, free, free, free
so free

you always held me down
guess you couldn't handle it
us walking side by side
you always hovering over me
casting your shadow until i cried
keeping me in the dark
making me hide away
your cold heart controlling me
if this is what you call love
i was just your prisoner
didn't you see
see what you're doing to me

this time
I'm taking a higher road
one that will lead the way
this time I'm pushing as far it will go
as fast as i can, I'm gonna be free
this time flying so high
so high that all can see
higher than all the skies
see me be free
free to follow my destiny
whatever that may be

look at me I'm free
look at me I'm free
so free
free to soar the clouds
free to feel the ground
free to feel the sand between my toes
free to feel the wind in my hair
free to search for love
free to hold you in my arms
so free
free, free, free, free, free
so free
look up and you may see me
so free

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Leading Me To Your Light




Woke up this morning feeling like
the world around me became so heavy
This life I’ve lead catching up to me
The burden of its weight too hard to bear
Seems like I’ll never be free

You were like a light in my storm
Showing me the way from my own doom
Saving me from own destruction
Guiding me with your salvation
Didn't know it was a trap to deceive me
Affairs of the heart are always like that

All of my life I dreamed for it
For a love that would love me back
Too desperate to wait for it
I would jump right in
Every one always a test
But I kept holding on
Hoping for the best

In my mind not knowing for sure
Did I ever find it did I find love
This heart of mine has grown so cold
Over time it’s been hurt too much
Is too late for it thaw
I gotta let down all these walls

But you see it’s so hard for me
So many times I’ve been deceived
I hate that cupid I hate destiny
The only thing they ever brought me
Is a lifetime of sorrow and grief
Forcing me to live a life full of lies

Why can't I ever be the one
To feel what it’s like to feel joy
I hate who I am I hate what I do
I got one single chance
Just one in my life
Could it be you?

I gotta find love to save my soul
I gotta take a chance
A chance on you

You could be all that’s left
The one and only true romance
Guiding me to my salvation
Leading me to your light
The one I’ve been waiting on
In the darkness you are my sun

(By Roelin Davis 2/21/2012 all rights reserve

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Living On The Edge


Your silence is deafening
Is it the calm before your storm?
Is it your judgment?
Should I be warned?
You’re always hot or cold
But never warm
Rejecting all of my affections
What is it you want from me?
I've already given you all of me
But you want more

You are my mystery
You constantly keep yourself
Locked behind your door
You always had the key
To play with my heart
Leading me on and on
Right from the very start
Was I so blind I couldn't see?
What it is you do to me

Living on the edge
Every day wondering why
I stay in this misery
Banging my head on the door
Kicking and screaming
Let me out of here
I can't stand the pain
You're drowning me
With your love

I gotta get outta here
Gotta to run away
Gonna save my lonely heart
Get away from you
Looking for a brand new start
That doesn't include you
I'm looking for a better day
Where my future has possibilities
And my sky is blue

I'm gonna set myself free
Stand on my own two feet
I'm gonna be strong
Tired of all these long and lonely nights
Without you by my side
Ya you're doing me wrong
This is a dark and empty house
When you live in it alone

(By Roelin Davis 2/21/2012 all rights reserved)

Please Cupid Please


Please Cupid Please

I just can’t help this feeling
That's pouring out of me
No way to stop it from flowing free
This heart can't hold nothing back
You know I just can’t take the pain
The darkness follows me
And I’m left laying in the rain
So please cupid please
Don't shoot anymore holes in me

If my soul can't carry on
This vessel will surly sink
Lost in a great big sea of love
My sails fallen to your wind
I'm drowning in the darkness
And now your silhouette
Slowly fades from above
Nothing left to believe

So please cupid please
Don't shoot anymore holes in me
I just can’t take the pain
Hey please cupid please
Don't you shoot anymore holes in me
There's no way to stop it
From escaping and flowing free

The silence surrounds my soul
Flashing pictures of my memories
It leads me away from you
Leaving the future untold
It's changing my destiny
In time the laughter that we shared
Will be replaced by an ancient hello
So please cupid please
Don't shoot anymore holes in me

Whisked away in the moonlight
She cries and wonders why
This love was lost to the sea of love
He holds his faith in his hands
Hoping to keep a hold on her
The wind always way too strong
Drifting apart they reach out desperately
Grasping for the ribbons of their love
They know there's no going back

So please cupid please
Don't shoot anymore holes in me
I just can’t take the pain
Hey please cupid please
Don't you shoot anymore holes in me
There's no way to stop it
From escaping and flowing free

(By Roelin Davis 2/19/2012 all rights reserved)

Monday, February 20, 2012

Please...Please Love Me


Sometimes the path you take
Can be so steep
It seems like it’s the highest peak
You just want to find a pass
To get through the storm
So the cold doesn't freeze
Your poor lonely heart

Sometimes you feel
Like you'll never get out of here
Caught up in the darkness
That wants to consume you
There's no light to be found
In the grey clouds to guide you

Every day's a prison
There's seems to be no way out
Nothing or no one to save you
It feels like your suffocating
And as the lights fade away
You wonder
What's to become of you

Lost in your dreams
Flying from your memories
Blocking out the past 
Running from the pain
You don't care
As long as you get there

You're longing for love
Each and every day
Reaching out when no one's there
The empty space that's in your heart
Wants to be filled
From the darkness it cries out
Please...please love me

It's so cold I feel numb
My soul stiff as steel
I need your love
To warm me up inside

Will you be my guiding light
And Show me the way
Keep me on the straight and narrow
Guide me on through to the other side
Free me from the frozen to the thaw
To the land of sunshine and flowers

Look me in the eyes
Kiss me and hold me
Never let me go
Hold my hand
Tell me you love me
Let's grow old
In this world of wonder

(By Roelin Davis 2/19/2012 all rights reserved)

Losing love with one last call


left this morning
I should of known
something was wrong
didn't know it would be
the last time I would see you
didn't I deserve better
than to get your last good bye
over the phone

didn't I treat you right
why are you leaving me
you say you can't take it anymore
you been with another man
it's tearing you up inside
you're going to have a baby
but you don't who it belongs to
so you're going to run away
and there's nothing i can say
it's all on you

you leave me in the darkness
never knowing which way to go
you're always so far away
pretending to be my girl
when i'm not even in your world
why did you cheat on me
while keeping me in a fantasy
sneaking around with him

I came home to our house
nothing here but emptiness
in deep despair
i'm feeling the loneliness
I thought I had everything
what love could bring
the meaning of what this life is

(by Roelin Davis 2/20/2012 all rights reserved)