These are my original poems,song lyrics and short stories made and constructed by me. If you are a professional and would like to use my material, please feel free contact me. I hope you will enjoy them. the thoughts behind them all have specific purpose and others a line of thought from my imagination. Some have said i have lost "it" but I say " there's been no real attempt to find it "

Tuesday, April 4, 2017

The Heart is the Hardest Hit



Laying here by your side
You're making excuses again

Something about not feeling well
Maybe a headache is coming on

Well I'm not a fool that you think I am
I can tell you want to be with that other man

So why do you shed those fake tears
Maybe the guilt you've been carrying all of these years

Well I've tried everything I know
But nothing wants to keep your heart
Close to me

So I guess I'll go ahead and set you free
because staying here with you
has got me on my knees

begging for forgiveness
for something i didn't even do

my heart barely held together
with the tiniest of love's strings

wishing i could turn back the hands of time
just to see you smiling again
like you used to do

so where did it all go wrong
what made you turn away from me
i thought our love could pass the test
but it didn't turn out so strong

all i ever wanted
all i ever needed
was right here all the time

everything i ever wanted
everything i ever needed
when i held you in my arms

so you never said goodbye
when i came home you were gone

my heart has never been the same
shattered and torn from love's cruel game

and so the years have rolled on by
and i can barely remember how it was

i don't know if i can hold on
those memories are almost faded away

somewhere there was joy in our embrace
so hard to see you because of the hate

life can be up and it will be down
spin and toss you around

the dreams can haunt you
when you don't have the answers
you're looking for

the mind can play with regret
make your day feel like sand and grit
turn your nights into a hurricane
until the fog finally takes over

then there's nothing to remember
nothing to chase you to keep you awake

but the heart is the hardest hit
the heart is the hardest hit
the heart is the hardest hit
the heart is the hardest hit
the heart is the hardest hit
the heart...the heart...the heart...the heart
is the hardest hit...is the hardest hit
the heart is the hardest hit
the heart is the hardest hit
the heart is the hardest hit

Wednesday, January 18, 2017

i'm so tired



well i'm so tired of being alone
my only job is beside my phone
waiting all day for a new love to call
but so far there's been no one at all

so you know i would fall asleep
dreaming of all the girls i would meet
getting to know them one by one
all day you know we would have our fun

then all of a sudden the phone would ring
i would try to answer in my best form
ya so many questions running thru my mind
then i find out it's just all a mistaken identity

well i'm so tired of being alone
my only job is beside my phone
waiting all day for a new love to call
but so far there's been no one at all

well i'm so tired of being alone
my only job is beside my phone
waiting all day for a new love to call
but so far there's been no one at all

now i've had a thousand dreams
still i'm more closer to the last fall
no new love to lift my broken heart
it's getting where i can't tell the days apart

so much time has flown on by
there's a river of tears when i cry
the oceans will rise before my tide
they'll drown me and take me for a ride

wash me away to never more
bury me beneath the ocean's floor
where i'll finally reach my peace
then i can wake from this awful dream

i'm so tired of being alone
my only job is beside my phone
waiting all day for a new love to call
but so far there's been no one at all

i'm so tired of being alone
my only job is beside my phone
waiting all day for a new love to call
but so far there's been no one at all

Monday, December 26, 2016

You Go On Without Me

I woke up
but i didn't see the the signs
that you had already left me

I guess i should of known
when you didn't come home
the bed sheets so cold beside me

I tried to play it your way
and look what it got me
my soul frozen over forever

you go on...you go on
you go on...you go on
on and on...on and on
you go on without me

you go on...you go on
you go on...you go on
on and on...on and on
you go on...you go on
forever without me

what made you go
what made you go
what made you go
forever without me

i cant stop the hands of time
i cant stop the tears of mine
i cant believe this is happening

we're like strangers now
separated and estranged somehow
there's no turning back
you've gone and broke our pact

two lovers that lost their way
pulling away each and every day
the part that stands between us
as grand as the widest canyon

only the echo of what was
bouncing back to remind us
of something that was once truly wonderful

you go on...you go on
you go on...you go on
on and on...on and on
you go on without me

you go on...you go on
you go on...you go on
on and on...on and on
you go on...you go on
forever without me

what made you go
what made you go
what made you go
forever without me

i cant stop the hands of time
i cant stop the tears of mine
i cant believe this is happening

you go on...you go on
you go on...you go on
on and on...on and on
you go on without me

you go on...you go on
you go on...you go on
on and on...on and on
you go on...you go on
forever without me

what made you go
what made you go
what made you go
forever without me