The Bringer of Darkness

I'm waiting
for the slamming of the door
I'm waiting
for the yelling and screaming
to start again

In your eyes, in your eyes
I've done you wrong
but I'm not the one
who's always gone

No...no...no
I'm the one alone
always waiting
for when you come home

The frustrations building
i need some answers
and i need them now

Who's this other person
that everyone's telling me about
and why am i only hearing
about it now

Drifting the silence is my calm
can't get any sleep
cuz I'm waiting for you now

The bringer of darkness
the keeper of the key
the wanderer lost to me

Day after day after day after day
when will this torture ever stop
when will this torture
when will this torture
when will this torture ever stop

So I'm waiting
ya i'm waiting
for the slamming of the door

Ya I'm waiting
silently waiting
for the yelling and screaming
to start again

The frustrations building
i need some answers
and i need them now

Who's this other person
that everyone's telling me about
and why am i only hearing
about it now

Day after day after day after day
when will this torture ever stop

When will this torture
when will this torture

When will this torture ever stop

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 8/25/2014)

Wondering If Today's The Day

Saying my prayers today
sweating up a storm
wondering if today's the day
that you'll be leaving me

Oh I've tried everything
to relieve what you believe
but there's no breaking down
the walls you put in front of me

So day after day
when the sun reaches the stars
i come home to you
to find you're no where around

Why is it you constantly lie
why is it that makes you to prefer
to lay with some other guy

No this isn't what i deserve
i always treat you way to well
so how can you sit right there
having the balls to look me in the eye

Forked tongue Devil's whore
you know you do it to yourself
when you plan on doing the sin
one day it's all going to cave in

Why don't you pack up all your things
just get it over and be done
it would be so much easier
to come back to an empty home

Oh my heart bleeds for me
my tears they won't stop their run
my chest feels so much like a void
my head is spinning out of control

This love you say you have for me
well i gotta say it's for the birds
there's no room for anyone
in a place that's as cold as hell

Forked tongue Devil's whore
you know you do it to yourself

How can you sit right there
having the balls to look me in the eye

Oh I've tried everything
to relieve what you believe

So I'm saying my prayers today
sweating up a storm

Wondering if today's the day

That you'll be leaving me

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 8/17/2014)

Wish It Was Then

I see you now
wish it was then

But would it be worth the trouble
so much sin

Our bodies entwined
we were as one

But you were hers
and i was his

And i see you now
i wish it was then

Back in the days
when we didn't use to pretend

Throwing all caution
to the wind

Holding hands secretly
trying to hold in our lust

The time is flying by
no i don't want to let go

Can't stand another minute apart
it's like I'm going to die

Ya I'm going to die
please don't let go

Going to die tonight
killing everything

Ya you're killing me
with kindness

Don't know if i deserve it
can't help this feeling

Cuz i see you now
and i wish it was then

But would it be worth it
the trouble being

So much sin
so i wish it was then

I wish it was then
i wish it was then
i wish it was then