Run Away and Hide

She's been a stranger in this love
don't get to see her very much
when she's around won't look me in the eye
I don't even know why she tries

We both know it's all come undone
we lost the spark we lost the fun
you know when it's over because it hurts inside
just going thru the emotions of this roller coaster ride

Up all day and all through the night
worrying about the last words we said
one never knows when it begins
just how this new love will turn out or how it will end

So you sit around wondering if you'll ever find
someone to love someone to be your friend
listen to your worries and help you to understand
what this life's mysteries behold
and what you can hold ultimately in your hands

Mortality is never so apparent than when you're all alone
life's question are never so unclear than when no one is near
and you wonder what it is that you were put here on earth
what will you leave for the future something that's a part of you

There's nothing worse than thinking you been an outcast
from your own family, friends and children too
this feeling of loneliness that consumes every part of you
there's a gloom that follows every footstep that you make
hidden deep inside is the pain of every heart break

Oh she's been a stranger in this love
and I don't even know why she tries
we both know it's all come undone
because we lost the spark...we lost the fun

You know when it's over
because it hurts inside
We're just going thru these emotions
of this roller coaster ride

Roller coaster ride...Roller coaster ride
just want to run away and hide
Roller coaster ride...Roller coaster ride
just want to run away and hide

ya ..I just want to run away and hide

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 11/9/2012)

Too Many Prayers to the God We Love

If you find me
after I've fallen
don't try to pick up the pieces
of me

Leave them right there
where they've fallen
maybe one day
i can claim it was just a dream

Girl cant you see
what you've done to me
this cant go on

I put my trust in you
i was such a fool
now I'm in oblivion
with no one to love

So if you find me
after I've fallen down
just leave me where i lie

Maybe some day
ya I'll be saved
but not today
no it won't be today
it's too far to climb

Just leave me here
in the darkness
where i can be alone
and try to pretend
nothing's wrong

So if you find me
and I've fallen
fallen down
just leave me there
just leave me there

Don't try to touch me
bring me round
I'm lost without you

Girl cant you see
what you've done to me
this cant go on

Lies and deceit
are what you bring
it goes on and on

Too many wishes on a star above
too many prayers to the God we love
too many questions that get no answers
too many nights being all alone
too much heartache building up
too much heart break about this love

Maybe it's time to just let go
feel the freedom and the light
maybe all along it's what was right
cuz baby all you want to do is fight

So if you find me
and I've fallen
fallen down
just leave me there
just leave me there

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 1/30/2014)

In and Out of Phase

This life is all that i know
this life is all that i know
from my head down to my toes
from my past to the future told

That love i use to embrace
that love i used to love to taste
those tears i used in disgrace
those years gone by in waste

Oh i can handle your indiscretion
I've waited for this long to see
we're all just human, protecting
waiting for something to believe

But i just can't see my way
when it's you that plans and deceives
why am always the one to unfold
when you come at me and scream

It's time for me to get my back bone
this time it will be you that wonders why
because this is who I've been holding back
from biting my lip when i had my doubts

You can't seem to have an answer
the questions hitting their mark
avoiding eye contact when you lie
don't you think i know by now
you don't even care
if this heart of mine wants to cry

Now i sit all alone
this house my cell
it's a prison of darkness
the nights so cold
i see the past and future
like a ghost in and out of phase
the tears and heartache
they come and they go