Just Got To Ride It Out

Why do I have to fear in my sleep
that you're gonna jump on me and beat me
something you saw on tv that made you crazy
you take it out on me what you're feeling
but you won't say what it is

No where for me to run and hide
no where for me to go
just gotta hold on and ride it out

When are you gonna come to terms
with your own mental frustrations
when are you gonna let go
of all your demons
the ones that control your sexual intentions

Now I ain't the one
keeping all you locked up inside
bottled and presented with a fancy label
it's building and building up inside you
going to blow and what an explosion

No where for me to run and hide
no where for me to go
just gotta hold on and ride it out

Why do I have to fear in my sleep
that you're gonna jump on me and beat me
why does your subconscious tell you to hurt me
telling me that it would be something I liked
as if I was the one who told you to watch it

You need to get control of your senses
understand what you really want
because I can't go on this way
sleeping with one eye open
waiting for you to blame me
for something that's all in you
right from the very start

No where for me to run and hide
no where for me to go
just gotta hold on and ride it out

It's building and building up inside you
going to blow and what an explosion
so confusing
what is your subconscious trying to say
what are these feeling rising up from your darkness
your losing control another side of you
wanting to become one with your soul

Why do I have to fear in my sleep
that you're gonna jump on me and beat me
something you saw on tv that made you crazy
you take it out on me what you're feeling
but you can't tell me what it is

No where for me to run and hide
no where for me to go
just gotta hold on and ride it out

Listen to me when I say
I won't know what to think until you know

What these feeling you have and where they'll go
will you be able to remain or go insane
leaving me to blame
for your improper christian thoughts
wasn't what you were raised up on
your inner feelings casting doubt
their creating wrought

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 8/24/212)