These are my original poems,song lyrics and short stories made and constructed by me. If you are a professional and would like to use my material, please feel free contact me. I hope you will enjoy them. the thoughts behind them all have specific purpose and others a line of thought from my imagination. Some have said i have lost "it" but I say " there's been no real attempt to find it "

Monday, August 13, 2012

it was all i could do

distant through the years
but i still hear you calling me
i remember those tears
i still don't want to see them

it hurts me way too much
so deep down inside me
i have to turn away
even in my desperation

wasted were those years
you had to be so controlling
always telling me what to do
all i ever wanted was to love you

but you wouldn't let me in
telling me it was a sin
such a hardened heart
not much left to believe in

some one hurt you hard
some one who was there before me
i was just the one
who you came undone on

no laughter left in your eyes
no where to run or hide

it was all i could do
to try and calm you in the night
we argued and we fought
not about us
just what about consumes you

what makes you want to fight
everyone that tries to love you
you keep holding them back
screaming in your sleep at night

you wont let me in
you leave no choice
I'm leaving you
can't handle this anymore

i hope one day
you can find your peace
open your heart
and let some one in

so sorry my love
you leave no choice
you wont let me in

no laughter left in your eyes
no where to run or hide

some one hurt you hard
some one who was there
way before me

i was just the one
who you came undone on

i hope you can over come
what consumes you

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