But I Love You So

There's just too much
to the little things that you say
just quiet enough for me not to hear

When I ask you what it was that's bothering you
you just say that it was nothing Dear
then you run away and hide, you disappear

And I have to try and find you
to make you try and understand, your fears
holding your hands in place, so you can't hear

So I try and sooth your insecurities
with my embrace, you pull away from me
like I'm the one to blame for what you think
what you think you saw, it's all in your mind
the tricks you always play on you

So tell me dear, how can I help you
you won't even let me in, to your heart
much less than what it takes to make it right
you toss and turn and scream all night

You jump on me in my sleep, fists full of hate
how am I supposed to reprieve myself
when I know it's not me, in any doubt
it's just you, your inner self, that can't mend

Somehow someone hurt you bad
they must of tore and ripped your heart out
now I'm left picking up all the pieces
I must be crazy, but I love you so

So here i am, waiting on your beckoned call
to see just what this is and where I stand
is there any room left in your heart
for this to work out, or is it lost in a dream

There's just too much
to the little things that you say
just quiet enough for me not to hear

When I ask you what it was that's bothering you
you just say that it was nothing Dear
then you run away and hide, you disappear
ya you disappear

How am I supposed to find you in the dark
I can see you but you're not there
no you're not, no you're not
you're holding your hands in place
so you can't hear

Somehow someone hurt you bad
they must of tore and ripped your heart out
now I'm left picking up all the pieces
I must be crazy, but I love you so

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 9/14/2012)