These are my original poems,song lyrics and short stories made and constructed by me. If you are a professional and would like to use my material, please feel free contact me. I hope you will enjoy them. the thoughts behind them all have specific purpose and others a line of thought from my imagination. Some have said i have lost "it" but I say " there's been no real attempt to find it "

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Rushing Forward




You seem so strange to me now
You're not the one I fell in love with
Are you lost to me forever gone
Will I ever get a chance to know
This world that I live in
Is growing cold
My guiding light
My home from home
The warmth like the sun
That shines on down
You were my only hope
For something good
My life full of ups and downs
Needed you and now you're gone
I don't care if I ever breathe again
It’s just not the same
When you're not here by my side
I can’t control my tears
It’s overwhelming
All these fears
That keep rushing forward
It’s like a never ending wave of terror
How will I learn to love again
How will I learn to pretend
That I can have some sort of hope
Someone is out there
That someone wants to save me
The darkness creeping upon me
As I hold myself
Together on my own
I can’t sleep
Holding my pillows tight
Soaking up all my sorrow
They're the only one that knows
Just how much this love
Has cut me to bone
So deep I can’t get free
No there no light
For me
Not now
Not ever
Don't you see
I'm not holding the cards
That makes me the winner
I've lost
All in there's no future
For you and me together
And I’m devastated
Beyond all measure
I have nothing to live for
Hopefully one day I’ll see the light
I'll find a new love
Will I ever get a chance to know
In this world that I live in
I can’t control my tears
It’s overwhelming
All these fears
That keep rushing forward
It’s like a never ending wave of terror
How will I learn to love again
How will I learn to pretend
Will I ever get a chance to know
In this world that I live in
All these fears
They just keep rushing forward
I can’t wait to love again
(By Roelin Davis 6/7/2012 all rights reserved)

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