Losing The Game

This wasn't what I thought I had planned
this isn't what this life was supposed to be
one after one these days become closer to grey
night after night they get colder and colder around me

You used to warm me through and through
my core yearns for what only you can supply
the touch of our bodies in secluded sands
the wind in our hair slowly drifting us apart

All that's left is whispers and dreams
when I cry at night I know what it means
there's no hope for this broken heart
struck by cupids arrows they're still stuck inside

Oh why Oh why did you set your sights on me
why was I the one, did I look like easy prey
the knife that you wield dug in too deep
the love that I had only for you
now on the floor see how it seeps

These wounds they may never heal
blunt was the tool you used all crusted with lies
the stains of the fools who were there before me
I should of know when I...I couldn't believe

I couldn't run all your charm swept me off my feet
stuck under your thumb you always kept me on a tight leash
I tried to hold on... I tried to hold on
waiting for one more day, something inside hoping to see
some part of you that I could believe in

So here I am lost in your shadow trying to see
blinded by lust, I have to admit I'm blinded by me
just wanting to love, just wanting to be loved
holding on to anything, I'm even praying to God

Please...please save me, cmon and save me
ya...ya...you know...you know...
I'm losing...I'm losing this game

Please...please save me, cmon and save me
ya...ya...you know...you know...
I'm losing...I'm losing this game

Please...please save me, cmon and save me
ya...ya...you know...you know...
I'm losing...I'm losing...I'm losing
I'm losing this game
this game ...this game...this game

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 11/8/2012)