Will This Be The End Of You And Me

What makes you think you have it all
where do you get off...I don't recall
this is the life you told me that was so great
then why does love so grand turns into hate

You say you want your freedom now
you say you want to see the world
your desperation in full bloom
so transparent for all to see
this will be the end of you and me

The writings on the wall
I can see it in your face
just where do I fit in its place
you love to rip the love right from my soul

Some days are filled happiness
others are in a funky overcast
waiting to see what mood you're going to be in
why can't you just say what you have to

You say you want your freedom now
you say you want to see the world
your desperation in full bloom
so transparent for all to see
this will be the end of you and me

Life's too short for me to play your guessing games
this day will be done before I'll really know
which way I'll turn or which you'll go
I have to pretend I'm in love for another night

This time tomorrow the sun will surely shine
it's warming glow on me will fortify
this lonely desperate heart of mine
giving me the opportunity
to rise above the flames

You say you want your freedom now
you say you want to see the world
your desperation in full bloom
so transparent for all to see
this will be the end of you and me

this will be the end of you and me
this will be the end of you and me

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 11/30/2012)

Lost On the Wrong Road

I woke this morning to find you have gone
the only sign that you were even here
was the tears on the pillow left beside me
and the smell of your perfume

Until this day I still do not even know
what it was that I did or what I said
that made you hold it in and run away
not to say one word of good bye

Sometimes things are harder to say
that the actions one leaves behind
to tell the tale of love lost to a dream
gone astray somehow it simply drifted away

Tracking the past will only hold you back
letting go doesn't ever seem to make it easier
there's still a hole where that love was supposed to grow
what will it take to fill this lonely heart in

Just another day that I hope and pray
for someone new to love and love me
wondering how do I stand in their eyes
when they won't even see me for who I am

What does this life provide filled with emptiness
the darkness seems to run right over me
when clouds of rain follow my every footstep
how can I find the shelter built just for me

Walking down the line it's hard to follow
when the dotted line starts to fade away
makes one wonder if the is the way to go
there's no directions to really know

Could I be lost on the wrong road
how do I find a way to turn around
if I listen to my heart when it cries
I'll just get in deep and be fooled again

So help me if you can to try and be the man
the one you hold so dear to your soul
guide me when I'm down when I'm on the ground
here at your feet pleading for you to not let me go

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 11/28/2012)

In The afterglow

There's nothing
wrong with desire
when there's
a deep burning fire

From your head
down to your toes
Honey
don't go too fast
let's do it slow

What ever you do
don't let your daddy know
his sweet little angel
loves the afterglow

She's bringing on
the devil's demon heat
each and every time
we sneak to meet

From your head
down to your toes
Honey
don't go too fast
let's do it slow

Let's do it slow
yeah... yeah
let's do it slow

There's no hurry
Darling
the hands of time
are standing still
waiting on
the afterglow

Weeping now
a guilty conscious
is overtaking her

You know she's been
such a naughty girl
she just wants to float
in the afterglow

She just wants to float
in the afterglow

She just wants to float
in the afterglow

There's nothing
wrong with desire
when there's
a deep burning fire

She's bringing on
the devil's demon heat
each and every time
we sneak to meet

From your head
down to your toes
Honey
don't go too fast
let's do it slow

Let's do it slow
yeah... yeah
lets do it slow

Let's do it slow
yeah... yeah
let's do it slow

Let's do it slow
let's do it slow

Let's do it slow
let's do it slow

We just want to float
in the afterglow

In the afterglow
in the afterglow
in the afterglow

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 11/26/2012)

Between the Sun and Moon

When the sunlight
slips away
the creatures of the night
come out to play
long hair...shapely hips
ruby lipstick
that sweats

Sweet surprise
that will catch your eye
they'll tease you
with their lullabies 
when the night
turns to moon

Yeah when the night
turns to moon

You'll find her
in my room
telling me
with her bewitching eyes
synchronizing
while she hypnotizes
her body
never repeating
a single move

Now I'm lost
deep in her
deepest dark
never wanting to let go
falling fast
nothing to hold
only her
here right now
lost to love's
after glow

The morning's here
daybreak's come
she says
now were done
leaves me in despair
only the smell
of her long long hair
lingers in
the musky air

Time stands still
waiting for
the night to stir
has me waiting
by the phone
shaking like
an addict for a fix
yearning for her
bewitching tricks
In my mind
she haunts me still
body writhing
in ecstasy
you know that girl
is such a tease
when the night
turns to moon

Yeah when the night
turns to moon

Yeah when the night
turns to moon

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 11/26/2012)

Find a Love to Stay With Me

Just look at you
so sure you know what to do
but it's oh so clear to me
because i can see straight on through
you see...your eyes tell the truth

They won't lie
no matter how much you try
their windows
can't pull the shades down over me

Well sit right down
say what you have to say
we're both adults with affairs of the heart
guarded and hurt with scars from the ones we let in

We don't ever want to feel that again
Honey i know the pain
it hurts so much when the knife's still in
and there's just no way to heal
this broken heart

Well you hope for one more day
hopefully it will be just a bit brighter than before
maybe the sun will grace you presence again
maybe the sky will be a bit bluer than yesterday
maybe this heartache will go away

What good is hope if it never arrives
what good is waiting for it to all to begin again
what good is this life I'm constantly drowning in
tell me please how to make it all go away

This time tomorrow still filled with sorrow
looking to the stars, wishing upon one
will i get one last chance, one last try
to find a romance, to find a love
that will want to stay with me

Will i find love
that will want to stay with me
will i find love
that will want to stay with me

You know it's true
I'm so lost without you

Will i find love
that will want to stay with me

Will i get one last chance, one last try
to find a romance, to find a love
that will want to stay with me

That will want to stay with me
that will want to stay with me
that will want to stay with me

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 11/24/2012)

When You Stop Believing

So this is the way you want to show me
leading the way across the bedroom
do dreamers believe what you sell them
they'll never know until you try and groom them

Distant eyes hurry and just get over with
this is how internally you say you're close to him
far off clouds in your mind swallow your pride
the days go by and you're feeling so trapped

You always say you would never hurt them
but you use them all up like a old sponge
take what you can get before they dry up
then when its gone you throw them away

Whats this you want to show me
leading the way across my bedroom
do you believe I'll buy what you're selling
I've seen this before I've been grooming

Your distant eyes say what you're feeling
here with me now but so far away seeing
lifted by clouds while you swallow your pride
why do you believe it's always a trap when loving

Don't you know its your heart your hurting
losing your soul up like an old sponge
you try to take what you can by stealing
but you lose more than you gain

When you stop believing !

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 11/20/12)

You're My Final Heart Break

It's been so long i don't know what I miss
the soft touch of warm skin, a tender kiss
waking up with the surprise of you in my arms
cuddled in close using me as your shield

But I know...you're just hiding from the night

And there was always something contagious
about the way you talked the way you smiled
that made the day always go way too fast
I couldn't wait for the nights for us to be together

But I know... they'll never last

Like two birds that flocked together
we did every thing we braved the weather
we kept each other safe from the cold
but we couldn't stop mother nature

Life's quirky turns and love's funny twists
we kept it going, we never missed
keeping it strong all night long
hoping it would last forever
hoping it never ends

But I know...you're going to be my final heart break

Now the years have slowly passed
I don't know where you are or how you turned out
I just hope that you finally found love
that your nights are filled with calm
and that you never lost that contagious charm

But I think you already know...
you left your loving impression upon my heart
yes...you left your ever loving impression on my heart

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 11/9/2012)

Run Away and Hide

She's been a stranger in this love
don't get to see her very much
when she's around won't look me in the eye
I don't even know why she tries

We both know it's all come undone
we lost the spark we lost the fun
you know when it's over because it hurts inside
just going thru the emotions of this roller coaster ride

Up all day and all through the night
worrying about the last words we said
one never knows when it begins
just how this new love will turn out or how it will end

So you sit around wondering if you'll ever find
someone to love someone to be your friend
listen to your worries and help you to understand
what this life's mysteries behold
and what you can hold ultimately in your hands

Mortality is never so apparent than when you're all alone
life's question are never so unclear than when no one is near
and you wonder what it is that you were put here on earth
what will you leave for the future something that's a part of you

There's nothing worse than thinking you been an outcast
from your own family, friends and children too
this feeling of loneliness that consumes every part of you
there's a gloom that follows every footstep that you make
hidden deep inside is the pain of every heart break

Oh she's been a stranger in this love
and I don't even know why she tries
we both know it's all come undone
because we lost the spark...we lost the fun

You know when it's over
because it hurts inside
We're just going thru these emotions
of this roller coaster ride

Roller coaster ride...Roller coaster ride
just want to run away and hide
Roller coaster ride...Roller coaster ride

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 11/9/2012)

Losing The Game

This wasn't what I thought I had planned
this isn't what this life was supposed to be
one after one these days become closer to grey
night after night they get colder and colder around me

You used to warm me through and through
my core yearns for what only you can supply
the touch of our bodies in secluded sands
the wind in our hair slowly drifting us apart

All that's left is whispers and dreams
when I cry at night I know what it means
there's no hope for this broken heart
struck by cupids arrows they're still stuck inside

Oh why Oh why did you set your sights on me
why was I the one, did I look like easy prey
the knife that you wield dug in too deep
the love that I had only for you
now on the floor see how it seeps

These wounds they may never heal
blunt was the tool you used all crusted with lies
the stains of the fools who were there before me
I should of know when I...I couldn't believe

I couldn't run all your charm swept me off my feet
stuck under your thumb you always kept me on a tight leash
I tried to hold on... I tried to hold on
waiting for one more day, something inside hoping to see
some part of you that I could believe in

So here I am lost in your shadow trying to see
blinded by lust, I have to admit I'm blinded by me
just wanting to love, just wanting to be loved
holding on to anything, I'm even praying to God

Please...please save me, cmon and save me
ya...ya...you know...you know...
I'm losing...I'm losing this game

Please...please save me, cmon and save me
ya...ya...you know...you know...
I'm losing...I'm losing this game

Please...please save me, cmon and save me
ya...ya...you know...you know...
I'm losing...I'm losing...I'm losing
I'm losing this game
this game ...this game...this game

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 11/8/2012)

This Is The Way

Some truths should never be let out
it's better to leave them under lock and key
some times the lies should be unknown
better for them to be unsaid, better to be alone

It takes two... two to steel...two take the love
one to run away, as far and as fast as they can
what makes them believe...this is the way it has to be done

Those words that you wanted to say
the anticipation it haunts me everyday
there hasn't been much left unsaid
two broken hearts that's been left for dead

It takes two to lose your soul
it's when their gone you lose control
somehow the darkness becomes your closest friend
not knowing when the heartache will ever end

It takes two... two to steel...two take the love
one to run away, as far and as fast as they can
what makes them believe...this is the way it has to be done

I use to look up to you for all that I am
held you so close, closer than most
never wanted these feelings to end
but I didn't known you had other plans

So the nights are so long, waiting on sun
the morning brings in the light, no change in the sight
you're still not here by my side, no where to be found
so crying is the sound, echoing so loud
I'm all alone in this empty house

It takes two... two to steel...two take the love
one to run away, as far and as fast as they can
what makes them believe...this is the way it has to be done

They're the only one that knows.. what was the reason why
don't they even know...know that they leave us in the dark
hoping for some answer, searching ourselves
praying for something to quench our heartbroken soul

It takes two... two to steel...two take the love
one to run away, as far and as fast as they can
what makes them believe...this is the way it has to be done

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 11/8/2012)

We Kiss With Our Tongues

We kiss with our tongues
sweet and yet it all numbs
where will it all go
where will it end
I'm so lost in your love

We do this, we do that
and then we
kiss with our tongues again
we don't talk, we just walk
back to our place
always hiding in the dark

Someday we're going have to stop and breathe
we'll look up, we'll down,
maybe we'll have to realize
that what we have isn't real after all
but until then

We'll kiss with our tongues again
sweet and yet it all numbs
from my head down to my toes
you know I'm so lost in your love

I'm so lost.... in your love
I'm so lost.... in your love
so lost.... I'm so lost
I'm so lost.... in your love

You show you're brave out in the streets
but we hardly talk when we meet
I feel this is all getting out of control
when alone you turn away
when I really need to know

I feel hot , I feel cold
don't know where i stand in this great big world
you hide it all so very well
you lead me on and on again
and then we

We kiss with our tongues
sweet and yet it all numbs
where will it all go
where will it end
I'm so lost in your love

I'm so lost.... in your love
I'm so lost.... in your love
so lost.... I'm so lost
I'm so lost.... in your love

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 11/4/2012)

This Could Be...Our Last Goodbye

you know it's nothing that i can say
keeps falling on deaf ears
don't know if I'm even getting through

you have to hear it even if you don't want to
because this could be...our last goodbye

I'm heading out the door
the one you used to throw yourself into
when i said i had enough

you would cry and make such a fuss
couldn't dare take it, the end of us
you just didn't want to be alone
or you would of seen it way before

this isn't love, the way you conceive it
with you it was always a one way street
no way to avoid the out come
as long as you got to drive us

so you may have to hear it
even if you don't want to
because this could be
...our last goodbye

i don't want to be the one to fail
but I've tried and tried to solve what's between us
i can't break through that high a wall
even though i stayed when you asked me
i just wasn't prepared for this at all

too many years we keep repeating
month after month it's the same old thing
we can't ever seem to make progress
living in a room filled with lies
knowing some day we'll have to end it

so you may have to hear it
even if you don't want to
because this could be
...our last goodbye

i'm heading out the door
you know the one
you used to throw yourself into it
when i said i had enough
but you wouldn't let me leave

you know i don't want to be the one to fail
but i've tried and tried to solve what's between us
i can't break through that high a wall
even though i stayed when you asked me
i just wasn't prepared for this at all

so you may have to hear it
even if you don't want to
because this could be
...our last goodbye

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 11/3/2012)

Easy To Break Down

the quiet in the darkness, it claims to be my friend
brings me unwanted hauntings, love that came to pass
repeating all the heartache, when will ever end
this torture it wills me to remember, flickering in my head
i can't shake my despair, don't want to lose my love for you

you know you gotta lick the wounds to heal them
salve the scars of heartache dug deep from penetration
put away all those tears from fear that lost us in the first place
hold on to our time don't lose it, for it will come back around
fill our cup again and toast it , to a new found love

nothing changes, it stays the same
and the motion, ya it's creations
lost to seduction, writhes with conceive
never ending, the circle just continues
all of your planning, well it concedes

you and me we had our good time
at last it's finally come to it's end
there's no turning back my darling
we've been there so many times before
can't keep the wheels from going forward
they just don't know how to do it

the tide is swelling, brought by the moon
our blood is boiling, loves after glow
the sweat is pouring, like a warm massoon
we're happy drowning, in each others flow
we can't help but to cry, as we wash away

now nothing is forever, but we can surly try
savor our earthly pleasure, retrieve it in our eye
listen to it's flavor, smell it until we die
lust for it while we're dreaming, spit at it and cry
learn from our mistakes, or scream out loud it's lies

it's dirty little lies, they pile up on me
can't see one from the other, all too familiar to me now
what does it really matter, we're far in too deep to care
can't see what's in the road ahead, they're fogging up the glass
we'll just have to burn and crash my dear

and start again, from scratch
we won't learn, from our mistakes
destiny, it's a circle, built for only one
the path we take, so rigid and strong

so easy to break down on it
out here in nowhere
the cold comes with the darkness baby
i can't seem to ever get warm
your images are fading darling
can't remember your face
gonna let you go now girl
hope you...find your way
all on your own

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 11/3/2012)