Why Should I Believe In You

Don't know what time of day
don't care cuz it's all the same
never know when direction comes
cuz I'm blown by all the "whens"
you know
sometimes new doesn't mean begin

My heart is in my hand
broken promises like a sea of glass
and i can't seem to break it apart
even from the heat of this hell
you always put me through

So here i await
hoping for a sign
from God, the stars or you
you love to make me wait
never an answer nor the truth

So tell me
why should i believe in you
you never show yourself
you never run to my side
you never help to hold me up
always somewhere else

Inside I'm breaking up
inside I've lost my hope
inside I'm deeply cut
inside when the tears well up
inside I've lost my light
inside I'm crying out

Is this what you call love
is this the way you love
is this the way you get out
is this how you run to hide
is this so you don't get hurt

So here you make me wait
I'm hoping for a sign
from God, the stars or you
you love to make me wait
never giving me an answer or the truth

You can run and hide
all you want, all your life
but you'll never escape the truth
you gotta live with yourself
when you break the bond of love

Inside I'm breaking up
inside I've lost my hope
inside I'm deeply cut
inside when the tears well up
inside I've lost my light
inside I'm crying out

Is this what you call love
is this the way you love
is this the way you get out
is this how you run to hide
is this so you don't get hurt

So tell me love
why should i believe in you
when you never show yourself
when you never run to my side
when you never help to hold me up
when you're always somewhere else

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 9/4/2014)