Feeling the Urge To Resist

it's a sad thing
to see me this a way
it's a cruel dream
that keeps repeating in my sleep
it's crazy how it stings
too much heartbreak to save my world
how could i be so blind not to see
what you would eventually do to me

so the clouds have come to share my despair
the sun won't shine and the rain won't stop
it's all come together in one big blob
girl how am i going to get over you

i try not to think
about all the good times i had with you
all the laughter that has been removed
the comfort of your arms when i awake
the devil in your eyes when you began to cheat

so why do i feel like i was wrong
when it was you that broke our trust
honey i tried and tried for so long
even forgave you for being with that other man

is this what i deserve for being above it
is this what destiny does when it turns it head
i was at the end of my wits raising my hands
is this all that there is when a heartbreak wins

it's a sad thing
to see me this a way
it's a cruel dream
that keeps repeating in my sleep
it's crazy how it stings
too much heartbreak to save my world
how could i be so blind not to see
what you would eventually do to me

so the clouds have come to share my despair
the sun won't shine and the rain won't stop
it's all come together in one big blob
girl how am i going to get over you

they say that love is blind
but they don't say anything about when it's unkind
all of your friends turn you away
choosing to believe all of her lies
she's covered her tracks with my blood

it's all i can do
to keep my above the clouds
not get carried away into the lies
but i have to some how come out of this love affair
feeling the urge to resist while protecting my pride

it's a sad thing
to see me this a way
it's a cruel dream
that keeps repeating in my sleep
it's crazy how it stings
too much heartbreak to save my world
how could i be so blind not to see
what you would eventually do to me

so the clouds have come to share my despair
the sun won't shine and the rain won't stop
it's all come together in one big blob
girl how am i going to get over you
feeling the urge to resist

(by Roelin Davis all rights reserved 5/5/2013)