By Roelin Davis

Friday, November 11, 2011

This love Still Free and Unbound

You say

It’s time for you to leave

You lost

The faith to believe in us

In our love

And what it could be

These dreams

I'll have to keep for myself

This love I have

Still free and unbound

You didn't

Even want to say goodbye

Or maybe

You just didn't want to lie

Now I’m left to remember

The time that we shared

Wondering

Will it wither away and die

These dreams

I'll have to keep for myself

This love I have

Still free and unbound

Now my life

Seems so empty

There's no one to love

No one around

Just the darkness

Ever looming

Stealing the sound

These dreams

I'll have to keep for myself

This love I have

Still free and unbound

Here's me hoping

Somewhere out there

In this crazy world

There's a heart looking for love

Maybe if I’m really lucky

It will find me on its own

Maybe I could use

Some help from above

Until then

These dreams

I'll have to keep for myself

This love I have

Still free and unbound

You say

It’s time for you to leave

You didn't

Even want to say goodbye

Now my life

Seems so empty

There's no one to love

No one around

Just the darkness

Ever looming

Stealing the sound

These dreams

I'll have to keep for myself

This love I have

Still free and unbound

Thursday, November 10, 2011

This Love Has Gone Bad

Thanks to you

I've learned my lesson well

All of my dreams

Have went straight to hell

I thought I was listening to love

But I was only hearing

All of your favorite sins

This love has gone bad

You tricked me again

I thought it was true

But it makes me so blue

I played the part well

I was the fool

This love has gone bad

You tricked me again

I thought it was true

But it makes me so blue

I can never tell

When you will begin

This love has gone bad

You tricked me again

This love has gone bad

Now you always say to me

Just wait and you will see

It's gonna get better

But I know you're deceiving me

This love has gone bad

You tricked me again

This love has gone bad

You tricked me again

I thought it was true

But it makes me so blue

I played the part well

I was the fool

This love has gone bad

You tricked me again

This love has gone bad

I can never tell

When you will begin

I thought it was true

You tricked me again

This love has gone bad

I've learned my lesson well

All of my dreams going straight to hell

I thought I was listening to love

But I know you're deceiving me

It's gonna get better

Just wait and you will see

This love has gone bad

You tricked me again

This love has gone bad

You tricked me again

I thought it was true

It makes me so blue

I played the part well

I was the fool

This love has gone bad

You tricked me again

I've learned my lesson well

I hope you're going straight to hell

You will never tell when it will begin

But down there you can listen to all your sins

I thought it was true

It makes me so blue

I played the part well

I was the fool

This love has gone bad

Disconcerting...subliminal...apathy
Disturbing...psychobabble...inserting

having it's way with you

you only see things
from your outward mental view

I don't hear you
when you get this way
you make me want to run away

trapped beside your point of view
I’m climbing the walls of my mind
trying to find a way to understand you
learning the warning signs

I’m such a fool

you only see things
from your outward mental view

I don’t hear you
when you get this way
you make me want to run away

slipping on the slick of your dreams
falling in the quicksand of your screams

I can't find the door to see my escape
I’m trapped in this place with you

oh...I’m such a fool

you only see things
from your outward mental view

I don’t hear you
when you get this way
you make me want to run away

you're holding me against my will
forcing me to take your pill

I can feel myself slipping away
I’m falling from reality
into your psychobabble stew

It’s having its way with me

I’m only seeing things
from your outward mental view

I’m only hearing you
when you get this way

I can’t escape… I can’t run away

It’s having its way with me

Oh...I’m such a fool

I’m only seeing things
from your outward mental view

I’m only hearing you
when you get this way

I can’t escape… I can’t run away

I can’t run away…oh no

I can’t run away… I can’t run away

(By Roelin Davis 11/9/2011 all rights reserved)

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Waiting For The Norm

There are secrets from her past

Things that she doesn't want to know

They haunt her with deep despair

She hopes that when they come

They will not last very long

Crying on his shoulder now

He feels helpless to help her now

How can he show her his love?

When she is reminded every day

The question is there someone above

Looking over us all

Lost without some hope

All she wants is for it to stop

These dreams always turn into nightmares

She hopes that when they come

They will not last very long

Crying on his shoulder now

He feels helpless to help her now

Holding her in his arms

Trying to keep away the storm

Its okay honey I’m right here for you

Protect you while waiting for the norm

Tomorrow will bring a bright new day

A chance for you to forget and play

There are secrets from her past

Things that she doesn't want to know

They haunt her with deep despair

She hopes that when they come

They will not last very long

Crying on his shoulder now

He feels helpless to help her now

How can he show her his love?

When she is reminded every day

The question is there someone above

Looking over us all

Holding her in his arms

Trying to keep away the storm

Its okay honey I’m right here for you

I'll protect you while we wait for the norm

Crying on his shoulder now

He feels helpless to help her now

She hopes that when they come

They will not last very long

While waiting for the norm

My Baby Girl

This house is so empty without her around

Nothing here but the darkness for one to do

It used to be that I never really knew

How solemn the sound of silence sounds

She brought life and comfort to me everyday

I didn’t realized it until the time for her to leave

She didn’t deserve to die that sort of death

It’s my fault for not seeing it sooner my baby girl.

It’s hard to remember how you made me laugh

When all I see is the suffering you went through

I couldn’t take it anymore not strong enough

Finally made the appointment to take your life

I wanted to think that my loving touch

Was soothing for you in the end

But I could see every single one hurt you so much

I couldn’t even give you one last bath to clean you up

The last ride that we took every bump you complained

I can’t stop my tears from falling they keep welling up

Then we finally reached the vet

And I laid you down for your last rest

Stroked your face told you how good

You always were while you drifted off

This house is so empty without her around

Nothing here but the darkness for one to do

It used to be that I never really knew

How solemn the sound of silence sounds

She brought life and comfort to me everyday

I didn’t realized it until the time for her to leave

She didn’t deserve to die...that sort of death

It’s my fault... For not seeing it sooner... My baby girl.

Sunday, November 6, 2011